You've all seen my constant standing up for Jeff Hardy. I've been a Hardy fan since the first match I watched in the WWE. The very first match I ever watched from start to finish was on the Sunday Night Heat prior to WrestleMania XV, The Hardy Boyz versus Edge & Christian. From then on, I was a Hardy fan, particularly Jeff Hardy.

So to see him leave in 2002 kinda killed things for me. To see him flounder in TNA Wrestling then disappear from there, made me a little skeptical he'd ever return to wrestling.

Then he comes back to WWE with this massive intensity, and in the last several months gets the main event push of a lifetime. And what does he do? Relapses. F**kin' relapses and fails a drug test. Drops the Intercontinental Championship early to Chris Jericho, gets removed from WrestleMania XXIV's Money in the Bank Ladder match, and suspended for 60 days.

If he had passed that test, I bet you just about anything I have that the company would have felt confident they could give him the WWE Championship. The ONLY reason he didn't win it up til now, was because they were fearful he could relapse. And then he did.

So what's that mean?

Well, you can't at all keep him low on the card, because the fan response won't die down from this. Most casual fans won't know why he even disappeared. Some won't care.

But I'm pretty certain now that he will NOT get a WWE Championship this year like he was pretty much scheduled to get. I'm not even sure he'll ever get it now. He'd have to really, REALLY prove something to the WWE now. To screw up in that kind of a push, that sort of situation. It really disappointed me.

Jeff Hardy's been my idol in professional wrestling for nearly ten years now, and that just killed me.

And I'm more worried about him failing another one than I am about him getting back into the title hunt. Because now, it's one more failed test and he HAS to be fired.

Way to screw up Jeff. Way to really let down the real Jeff Hardy fans out there, that have backed you up every step of the way even when you were screwing up, just to fix yourself up, start to get to where you need to be, and then decide you can't stay clean.

This is one fan who's entirely not happy at all right now. And for once, it's not because of John Cena, or Triple H, or the WWE at all. But because Hardy continues to selfishly not care about his career or his fans one bit. Or at least, he doesn't seem to want to show that he does.